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I need a pick-me-upper, the trusted coffee but so bored with machiatto taste in my tongue. So, I’m still plurking, playing with Facebook and PicApp multi-tasking and hopefully can keep my eyes open until 8PM and then bed time. Sigh.

I bumped into feedcluster and what it does is that it allows me to create an aggregator of anything that is related to my site and allows other bloggers to link to me as well or simply put, blog portals. So, what the heck, registering to feedcluster doesn’t really take me a whole lot of time and I did. If you are interested, I appropriately named it “Pinoy Earning Blogs”. Check the widget.

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It creates a feed of your posts and allows other interested to bloggers to join in. Once you are in the pinoybloggers cluster, on the right pane you will see a link “Add my blog”. You only need to enter the web URL and once I approve it, everyone in the cluster can see and read you posts. Lets help each other out. Let’s get connected and help each other increase traffic.

That I am “suplada” at first glance. That I am “maldita” after knowing. Is being “maldita” so bad? Only if you are in the right place to be someone said.

A colleague once told me that I’m quite hard to figure out. I have heard that line before from my older sister. Then another colleague commented that I’m just not that ordinary and typical kind of girl. I was quite flattered by that statement. All my life I never wanted “to belong just because”. I have always made rules for myself and always dance to my own beat just as long as no one gets hurt along the way.

A Question of “LIKE” Feelings

So I find myself pissed off for many times when hanging out with friends. Why? I thought this friend likes another friend of mine who I thought did not reciprocate the feelings. So I asked a question. Did you ever notice or think about this friend of mine liking you? Like in one instance, this friend wants to talk to me and the other friend immediately wants to talk to me like diverting my attention away from that friend. Looks like jealousy. Then this friend said, maybe your friend was being protective. And I thought this friend’s theory also works. So I’ll go along with it. It saves me the drama and the over-analyzing-of-things.

Sparks and Connection

It’s that weird feeling but nice like you are in Cloud 9, a colleague said. Sigh. Falling in love is great. But I’m not so sure if I want to join the band wagon or ride the roller coaster again. Can we settle on crushes first? Will that work? Sigh. Spice of life!

Mind Games

A know someone who likes to play mind games. I myself am guilty of it sometimes. I like to think and see it as mystery. A girl can’t place all her cards on the table all at once right.

A girl would do everything she can in order to get what she wants. A colleague’s example, a girlfriend can play with the boyfriend in order to get what she wants. A colleague said that guys like it if their girl does the “luod-lambing-kinda-thing-to-them”. So girls does play mind games. Like girls, guys he says knows that it was his fault but will always end up making it look like it was the girl’s fault. For example, a guy will tell his girlfriend that he was at home sleeping but doing otherwise. When the girlfriend finds out, the guy makes excuses like it was the girl’s fault that she was strict on him. Reverse psychology.

At a guy’s perspective, it may seem like all the cards are on the table but not the ace of spades. That is where trust is slowly being played.

Mind games rocks!

Coming up really soon is the book adaptation “He’s Just Not That Into You”. I am excited about the movie “Push” which I feel is similar to Heroes TV series. I read “Street Fighter The Legend of Chun Li” is showing as well.

Sigh. I have to scour around the city for the DVD copies of these movies.

Happy viewing! sheeeeshh…..

I’ve Learned

With the sudden change in management, the girls in the office, with one guy who insisted he tags along, decided to go out together and watch a movie. That was a first for us. I’ve learned that an officemate and I both liked barbecue flavor for our popcorn. She is as crazy with Blueberry Cheesecake like me and another officemate. This officemate also happen to not know how to slide out from the backseat of a car.

I get really apprehensive about letting people into my life that I miss out on knowing them a lot better. It’s either I let them know me and take advantage of me or keep them at an arm’s length away and not get too involved with their personal life so I won’t be obliged to have them take advantage of me. I’ve been told that I trust people too darn much up to a point that I hardly say no. So I’ve learned to stay away. But staying away made me realize that other people do deserve to be treated like a true friend that they can also be to me. Sometimes when I meet a person for the first time, I get really friendly with them or that I get too cautious being around them The thing is, I haven’t really decided if I can trust this person or not.

Moving On

An officemate ended her relationship and man what a mess. Seeing her come in to the office really sad reminded me of what was. She got really sad and pissed, I guess, that the guy was already going out and meeting people. Do some people really moved on so fast? Or is it their way of seeing, “Hey look, we are no longer together and it doesn’t really affect me at all.”? Someone said,” Moving on is not a race.”

During our recent weekend outing, the Boss asked,” does it take for new person to come along to get over a past relationship?” The girls answered,” It depends.” I think that some girls are insecure that they have to be in a relationship to get over someone. I think that some girls take too long to move on because lets face it these girls get into a relationship that they want to keep forever. Okay, count me in. Boss said something like, boys equal “physical”. Then I think girls equals “emotional”.

The topic got me thinking. It took me more than a year to get over someone. More than a year, damn it! I just deleted his number in my phone a week before the outing. What a coincidence. I do think that we should deal with the break up issues before getting involved with another person. Yes, I still think about the person. And I still see him but not like we used to. I don’t feel the chemistry we used to have before. And to be really frank about it, I tried hard not to yawn about something we were talking about. But still, he is able to make me laugh. So yeah, I’ll give him that. Here’s the thing, when you think about the past relationship, does that mean you are not over that relationship yet?

Crazy Break Up

…can’t even talk about it…so crazy and so darn funny! Especially when he confronted his girlfriend and he said this really heart wrenching question like it was taken out of a movie and the girl can only respond with a,” hmpf..” Hahaha!

He said he likes his girl to just sit and just let him do all the work. He likes to please his girl. He did say to his girlfriend at one time that she is the one he wanted to marry.

My two cents worth?

So the guy is a pleaser when it comes to his relationship. There is nothing wrong with that. But, was he making all the decisions for the girl thinking that this was the best for the girl? Also, if he did think he scared the girl away when he talked about marriage, how old was the girl anyway? Is she the type of girl who wants to do and achieve a lot of things before getting married? It was just a thought. I don’t think he was asking her to marry him right then and there. He was just talking about the future of their relationship. Couldn’t the girl talk to him about what she feels about marriage or getting married to him? Sorry, from here on, I can only speculate.

Warning! Adult content right after this line. Read at your own risk.

Sexual Fantasies

There was talk about how guys can’t talk about their sexual fantasies with their girlfriend or wife. They keep saying how they respect their girl or wife to be talking about fantasies. He keeps saying it’s because of fear of being rejected or be thought of someone who is a pervert. Or something like it.

You know if you are intimate with your girl, and I am surprised that even with their wife, I think talking about sex and fantasies should be no problem. It only takes an open-mind and a whole lot of loving.

Then…….

Rimming!!! Wahahahahahaahhaha… This one beats it. I read women magazine that has adult content to it. But never, not once, have they written about this. Thanks to the boys for being so descriptive. Wahahahhahahahaha….This is killing me! Wahahahahaha..